Broken Heart...

Oooops...don't get me wrong..the title above will not lead you to any love story. it is about an "unsangkarable" incident happened to me lately. Actually, I would like to write about this earlier but then decided not to write till I can control my anger..waaa..suddenly I sound very emotional...he..he..

Once upon a time..during my school days..there was a guy who really hate me . Reason(s) for the hatred?...sorry - never resolved till now. My only logical answer is his biological system does not suit mine ...so there was no "chemistry" between us...but again ..it was a long..long..time ago..

Recently...he accused me with something that I did not mean to be and the horrible part is he used the very very very very rude word! The point is whatever I have written in the "posting" was my way of having fun with my close friends and definitely he is not in the list! If he misinterpreted it may be due to the differeence in our wavelength. Again as an educated and matured adult he should learn to accept opinion from others..

Many has indirectly pointed out his "beyond border" attitute..but again ..knowing him...all effort become worthless....

Well..to that "special" guy I hereby officially announced that your name has been deleted from my database!!!

The Result..

My husband and I have received our IELTS results...he he...as predicted both of us managed to get band 6.5. The postmortem of the result:

1) Agreed 120% with KA..we did not practice ...pinjam kata kata budak AF6 "redah je..."how could we get a good result...but at least I am better than my other half in the sense that at least I know the format of the test earlier than him...he asked me about the format a night before the test...lagi blurrrr....he..he...

2) Our level of English is getting worse......we managed to get better result during our A-level time..may be it is a sign of an old age..he..he

So need more practice for the second attempt!

Election OR Deletion...

PRU 12 has provided us with the most "interesting" results...the results reflect that Malaysians are more open and willing to exercise their power...

To the BN..I think they should by now get the signal given to them and really have to work out on few issues...I believed few important issues like harga barang ,harga minyak, corruption,scandals should be tackled in a more constructive ways..They should learn to give more intellectual reasons...not like "harga barang naik...ubah cara hidup" or " harga minyak naik...other countries pun naik gak"...these kind of answers are no longer relevant ..People hunger for a more concrete reasons ..with fact and figures...and this is what the BA did...they provide kononnya "fact and figures"...and they make a gain out of it...

Another thing...the oppositions carried out their campaigns seriously and "full heartedly"...Not to say BN did not do the same...but on the surface it looks like most of the BN takes thing so lightly....On top of that, I think "kedegilan" few of the "un"wanted leaders to step down worsened the situation...

As for the BA...you might now enjoy your "extraordinary" achievement...but mind you...now you are given the responsibility...you are obliged to answer for any dissatisfaction in the next election...you have at least 4 years to prove what ever you have promised...so..best of luck!

ok bloggers gotto stop...remember.."politician is like a diaper..need to change regularly"..he..he

IELTS oh IELTS.....argghhhhh...

Many called to ask about my IELTS test...thanks for all the concerns, supports and of course your vote of confidence..but deep down in my heart ...that test was a frustrated one...he..he..

In short I think the best way to describe my performance for the four stages was: listening was o.k, reading was a disaster,writing ..well.. very challenging..speaking.. not bad...conclusion-very slim chance for me to get band 7.By the way, NZ universities why did u need band 7? and not 6 or 6.5 like other Australian universities....

My next plan...may be I want to try TOEFL...some said this test is easier than IELTS but the most interesting part..they said it is cheaper...he..he..but again I have to check the requirement..Do NZ universities accept TOEFL..anybody out there wants to share their experience or give me some input about TOEFL....help me!!!!

The First Cut is the Deepest...

My youngest sister is in love....he..he....I think it is about time she falls in love with someone...or may be what I am trying to say ..she should give chance to someone before it is toooooo late...he.he.Anyway, since she is the youngest and everybody loves her so much..so everybody seems to be quite worried about her Mr Right. Is the Mr Right is truly "right" for her?..."Right" in many ways actually...religious background...education..social status... attitude...and many more...I think it is normal to have a longer list for the youngest in the family...he..he..

Anyway, hopefully she will take our "concern" in her lovelife in a positive way...we love you and really worry that somebody will hurt you in your journey of finding your Mr Right...well..dear.."the first cut is the deepest"...

Old Friends...

Recently, God give me the opportunity to meet few of my old friends.I haven't met some of them for more than 20 years.They were the one who shared my happiness and sorrow during my schooldays. We grew up together in one of the boarding schools .Now most of them have become somebody in their selected fields.Somehow I feel proud to have friends like them. But again , life is not always rossy for everybody.So to my old friends, the following poem (which I came accross in the internet) is dedicated to all of you.


Potrait of a Friend

I can't give solutions to all life's problems,doubts,or fears.
But I can listen to you,and together we will search for answers.
I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain,nor the future with its untold stories.
But I can be there now when you need me to care.
I can't keep your feet from stumbling.
I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall.
Your joys,triumphs,sucesses,and happiness are not mine;yet I can share in your laughter.
Your decisions in life are not mine to make,nor to judge;
I can only support you,encourage you,and help you when you ask.
I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship,from your values,from me.
I can only pray for you,talk to you and wait for you.
I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you,
But I can give you the room to change,room to grow,room to be yourself.
I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting,
But I can cry with you and help you pick up the pieces and put them back in place.
I can't tell you who you are.
I can only love you and be your friend.

PRU-12

Salam to all Malaysian out there...hope I am not that late to write about our PRU...Well..at last the PM declared the "date"..Of course after going through so many speculation ...this coming 8th of March will turn out to be another "hari ini dalam sejarah" for us Malaysian...

The big question is... have we make up our mind?he...he... bet not an easy task right..I still remember when I was young my father used to drive me around my home area to see the political parties put up their flags....somehow I did enjoy seeing the scenery ....the colourful flags and the posters just make my kampung more lively...he..he..

As I grow older, I come to understand that election means more than having colourful flags and posters...election is the time where we Malaysian should exercise our power...power to choose the leaders /government that we want....

So, my last words to all Malaysian " tepuk kepala...decide nak pangkah yang mana"...